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life after delivery

  • Nov. 3rd, 2011 at 11:51 AM
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Cavities!!

  • May. 26th, 2011 at 1:40 PM

 Never in my life, had I had one cavities...until today. 

For a couple weeks now, i have been feeling throbbing pain on my upper right molar, and I couldn't tell if it was a cavity or an infection in my gums. Well, Today my dad took me to the dentist to see what was going on. They explained that due to pregnancy my body becomes more sensitive than ever, so it is possible that i might have a cavity or an infection. So after they looked at my teeth, they confirmed that not only do I have one cavity, but i have a bunch! In fact, only two teeth of mines are cavity free, while all the rest between each other, have cavity! They asked if I had thrown up a lot lately, and I told them yes, since morning sickness been a constant thing for over three months. Then they asked if I was bulimic which was a no, of course. They asked if i smoked, and I have never smoked in my life. Then they finally asked if i drink a lot of soda. I told them yes, but not since the pregnancy and that I used to drink Dr. Pepper a lot. Then the dentist said, that could be another reason why I have cavity! NOOOO! I love Dr. Pepper! I was planning on consuming that beverages once Mason was born! Now...that might not be possible. T.T SIGHS! Starting next tuesday, they are going to put fillings on the teeth that hurts the most right now. they can't do them all at once because of my pregnancy and because I get sick easily. Wish me luck! 
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Blessed Day

  • May. 11th, 2011 at 10:26 PM

 Today, I got to see my friend, Nessie who was stricken with Leukemia. It was an unexpected surprise, actually. I went over this afternoon to see her sisters, since they live right below my apartment. I was only expecting her sisters Veronica and Vicky. When Vicky answered, I normally was allowed in, but today she actually stepped outside and told me that Nessie was here! I was so surprised! she hasn't been here since she was diagnosed, and she wasn't planning on being back here at all. Due to her immune system being so weak, i couldn't come in unless I washed my hands throughly. of course, I didn't mind but Nessie was eating so I waited until Vicky texted me telling me that it was okay for me to come back to visit. When I saw her, Oh my gosh she has hair now!! She looked so cute! She was even more excited to see my pregnant belly. Now she could really see that i was pregnant for sure. She was so excited, that she asked me if i could feel the baby move. I certainly can! We talked and talked until Nessie was so tired, that she couldn't talk anymore. I got to chat with her for a good hour and half. It was so good to see Nessie, and to see that she is doing so well and is cancer-free. I hope she stays that way forever! She is a strong fighter and she will always be in my prayers. 
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Its May, and its cold!?

  • May. 2nd, 2011 at 6:12 PM

 Today is the second day of May. 

I had a final exam today, so I went outside and it was cold and cloudy. Not a single sign of blue sky above me. It felt like it was late November instead of May. It is a bizarre weather because it was not in the norm at all in Central Texas, especially in May. It is usually hot and humid this time of the year. Everyone at school were wearing sweaters and jeans, tennis shoes and socks. If it was warm, it would be T-shirts, shorts, jeans, and flip-flops, and people would be wearing their sun glasses. 

I took my final exam and it was mostly easy except for the short answer questions. I have written down most, but two or three, I had to leave blank because I either forgotten, or didn't know how to explain the answer in the way the teacher would want me to. However, overall I did my best so I left it at that. I am so happy that school is done for the summer. I won't be back in the Fall, but in the spring I plan on transferring to a college or University near where my parents live so that i could finish school once I am ready to go back after the baby is born. I hope it will all goes well. 
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 I know it has been quite a few months since I last posted an entry. I have been really busy lately, and had no time or energy to update my journal which is bad because now i have much to write. 

First off: my friend Darcy (whose friendship i had blow-out with) and I are working on patching our relationship. It is slowly, but surely mending. In November, Ricky and I went to visit Darcy at the house that she had moved into. At first, it was almost like we had never argued, but I wanted to talk about what went down. She however, did not want to talk about it at all. She felt like it should be what's bygone should be bygone. But I'm worried that if we don't talk about it, another blow out may happen in the future whenever that may be. So far we are doing alright. We are not talking as much as we used to on text, which i think its fine for now. Just recently we started talking more through text because we have something else in common now! I will explain as i continue writing this entry, stay tuned! 

As for my fall semester, I am happy to say I have done much better, in fact I am now off academic probation! which means I have no restrictions when it comes to registering for classes from now on. Yes, this semester has gone on so much better than before. Thank god! However...During the christmas break, I discovered something that will change my life forever. Early Christmas morning around perhaps 3 or 4, I woke up feeling sick to my stomach. It didn't really worry me much, for i just thought that it was probably because I haven't eaten enough the night before. So after I felt better, i went right to sleep. When it was time to get up to open Christmas present, I didn't want to wake up at all, since i was still so tired and exhausted. After we opened christmas presents I just gathered my gifts and went back to my room and fell asleep without telling anyone. After I woke up from a nap, i was still so tired, i couldn't even last an hour without falling asleep once again so after waking up, i went right back to sleep. Altogether i had taken three naps in one day! I started getting suspicious that something wasn't quite right. So I convinced Ricky to take me to Walgreens and buy a pregnancy test. I didn't really think i could be pregnant, but i wanted to buy it just to rule it out that maybe it was something else. The next morning, I took the test. One line means negative, and two lines means positive. I was waiting for the one line appeared. But instead of one line, TWO lines appeared. I was in utter disbelief, and in shock. I could not believe it. I hid the test in a drawer of my bathroom and ran down stairs to fetch ricky and bring him back up stairs. Once I showed him the test, he was so surprised that he was speechless for several minutes until he said "You're pregnant?!" We were more nervous than excited at first because my family wanted us to wait until i graduated college before we start a family. But God has other plans. After we told my parents they were actually quite happy, to my surprise. I am relieved. Although i was worried because in a few days I would be going to New Zealand all alone and already i was experiencing morning sickness. 

Traveling to New Zealand on the long flight was torturous. I was vomiting non-stop until i fell asleep. I barely had any energy getting to all my connecting flights but somehow i had made it just in time for all of them. When I get sick and couldn't make it to the lavatory, i use a sick bag...which was very embarrassing, because people around me would get disgusted and try to scoot away. I tell them not to worry since they can't catch it since it is not contagious. some of them doesn't believe me. oh well! When I finally arrived to New Zealand and got to my grandmother's house, morning sickness would not get better. It got worse. It was constant all day and all night. A few days later and the morning sickness was getting worse, so i had to go to the hospital where i discovered that i was severely dehydrated which was dangerous for the baby. Thankfully the baby was okay. After being with my family in New Zealand for 12 days, I endured another long flight home back to USA. Once i was home, i was glad to be home. Still plagued with morning sickness, I had to take medicines which do not always work. Almost every week until after February, I had to go back to the E.R because of dehydration. Nothing i eat or drink would stay down. Finally I had enough and my mother got me the right kind of medicines that helped so much! Now my morning sickness is under control and almost gone. hooray! 

On March 25th, Ricky and I found out the sex of the baby. and we're having a boy! His name will be Mason Alexander. After my great grandmother and my grandfather who both passed away last year. We are so excited that its a boy, We can't wait for him to be born in August. 

Ricky and I have also decided on moving to my parents' house for a while so that we could save money for our baby and eventually save money to buy a house of our own. We plan on moving in May. We can't wait. We hate the apartment we are living in right now. One more month to go! yay! 

Well that is pretty much all that been happening with me since the last time I posted. I will try to update more often! 

 
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friendship revived?

  • Oct. 27th, 2010 at 11:38 AM

 This morning, I woke up to my phone flashing saying that i had a friend request on facebook. As i check to see who it was, I saw that it was the very same person who I had a fall out with that wanted to end our friendship over two months ago. At first i thought, maybe this is a fluke, an accident she did. So i emailed her to see if she really wanted to be friends with me again or not. Lo and behold, she does! She apologized to me and said that she realized that she was wrong. Don't get me wrong, I am happy that she does want to be friends with me again, and I do forgive her for what she said to me, and all. But--it is going to be hard for me to trust her again. I really hope that I can be able to trust her again like i used to. But it is going to take some time. sighs. We'll see how it goes. 
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Depressed

  • Aug. 17th, 2010 at 11:39 PM

 Who would have thought that over one simple opinion..a friend would tell you that they're not your friend anymore..and cut all ties to you? One of my very good friend from high school tells me this, that i am not her best friend anymore..and doesn't want to see me ever again. She doesn't know what i been through this entire month. I am sad and hurt. More emotional stress already. First, i deal with my grandfather who is dying of cancer and i can't even see him before he dies, because he lives half way around the world. second, one of my good friends is very sick with high possibility of cancer. Then i get into a little argument with another friend that turned into a big fight and i don't even know how it started..then she declared she never wants to speak to me again...what an emotional truama. 
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now annoyed and ticked

  • May. 13th, 2010 at 12:26 PM

 Well...remember in my last post that I was going to visit a friend of mine and her beautiful baby? Well she texts me just before i was out the door that she doesn't want to hang out today. I haven't seen her and her baby in a month. and every time we plan to meet there's always an excuse and takes a rain check. Now, a few things, i understand is because she's a mother and there will be some things in the way..but come on now! last time she said she couldn't come visit me because her "boyfriend" doesn't want his daughter to be out of his sight. the second time, she said it was because of plumbing problem. now the third time she says she doesn't want company because she's in a bad mood. Maybe it's just me being impaitent and probably selfish, but i had this planned for over a week, and i was really looking forward to seeing her and her baby. Now i am stuck at home being bored half to death until i go to San Angelo and see my wonderful friend graduate. I feel like i wanna scream, but i'll channel my anger and listen to Ayumi Hamasaki. she amuses me. 

well thank you for allowing me to vent. 
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May. 12th, 2010

  • 5:54 PM

 It has been quite a while since i haven last posted an entry. Things has been tough in school for me, and i don't really wanna talk about that right now. I am excited for three very good reasons: 1) My awesome, wonderful friend is graduating this weekend and I am going to see her walk that stage! 2) Tomorrow I am going to see another good friend of mine and her baby! 3) I got a new laptop! 
  • This saturday, my friend known as AmyTasukada, is graduating from college this weekend. She is has made it! She is no longer a student but will be a teacher! I am so proud of her for making it this far, and I know she will be a great teacher. Her future students will be very lucky to have her as a teacher. I can't wait to see her. I haven't seen her since August. Long time! 
  • Tomorrow, I am going to visit my friend Darcy and her beautiful almost 2 month old baby girl. Due to some issues that been going on with her and her family chaos, I wasn't able to see them until now. I am very excited. I haven't seen them for a month. I can't wait to see how big her baby has grown. Pictures doesn't do justice at times because it is not the same as seeing the person and listening to them talk. 
  • Thirdly, Yes! I have a new laptop! a MacBook Pro! I have a mac again! How I missed it! I loved all its program and is very, very relieved to have it. I still have my Dell. I am currently still using it due to some applications that my new laptop lacks right now, but very soon I will get them installed. 
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bad, bad day

  • Mar. 2nd, 2010 at 4:30 PM

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I haven't written on this journal in a long time, so no, i am not dead. Just been really busy. Today something bad had happened and i really need to get it off my chest so i could probably feel better just a little bit. No, I didn't fail any classes or anything like that. But I did lose my sets of keys. All four important keys while walking/running to the bus. They must have fallen out of my jacket sometime along the way, so I retraced my steps all day trying to find it, to no avail. I am beating myself up about it. I don't know what to do anymore. I have went to every possible buildings that have losts and found near the places i may have dropped or lost my keys. But nobody have turned the keys in! Now im bound to my apartment (my manager lets me in) and i can't drive to anywhere without my car keys!

I pray someone will turn in my keys by tomorrow then I'll be worry-free. But will that happen? I really try to stay positive, but Butterfly needs more food, and I can't go anywhere! sucks!!!!!!!
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